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Tongue tired, arms spread aloud, these words wrong me in the best of ways. 
  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt? Longer than I thought I would be.

  2. What does your username mean? I like to think that it means I don't like being used.

  3. Describe yourself in three words. Fictional, officer, mushroom

  4. Are you left or right handed? It depends on the king I'm serving.

  5. What was your first deviation? The standard one.

  6. What is your favorite type of art to create? heART.

  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be? The lost art of serving up a steaming mug 'o' rococo aikido cocoa.

  8. What was your first favorite? Mandarin orange chocolate sherbet: Baskin-Robbins best flavour ever!!

  9. What type of art do you tend to favorite the most? stARTling.

  10. Who is your all-time favorite deviant artist? Questions like these are silly.

  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be? The writer I will be yesterday.

  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life? Luminous souls like Fllnthblnk, Jade-Pandora, Pseudometry, Seekingmysoul, Blueskye27 have made me more...you know...like that.

  13. What are your preferred tools to create art? The one's that do what I want them to, when I want them to, how I want them to.

  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art? That one room.

  15. What is your favorite DeviantArt memory? I might know that tomorrow better than I do today. #DeviantArtistQuestionnaire.

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Bar Napkin Sonnet #11
By Moira Egan

Things happen when you drink too much mescal.
One night, with not enough food in my belly,
he kept on buying.   I'm a girl who'll fall
damn near in love with gratitude and, well, he
was hot and generous and so the least
that I could do was let him kiss me, hard
and soft and any way you want it, beast
and beauty, lime and salt—sweet Bacchus' pards—
and when his friend showed up I felt so warm
and generous I let him kiss me too.
His buddy asked me if it was the worm
inside that makes me do the things I do.
I wasn't sure which worm he meant, the one
I ate?   The one that eats at me alone?

Bar Napkin Sonnet #22

I want to fall in love, but not forever.
Is that the truth, or am I still confused
where love's concerned? Or am I simply used
to Solitary broken by Whoever
looks interested or interesting? Never
quite thought of it that way. What is the juice
that drives the flower, forces green the fuse
that sparks in me—what? Last night, with my lover,
I almost dropped the L word. O confusion!
He gathered up my hair the way they do
when habit seems like love. On top of him
I swear I found some new type of orgasm.
I've swallowed almost anything, but do
you think it's good to swallow I love you?

:earth: :peace: :stormtrooper:
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There have been five inaugural poets; two of them have read at the inaugural ceremonies of Barack Obama. Can I just say, I very much appreciate having a President who makes a public space for poetry. And so:  

"One Today"
by Richard Blanco

One sun rose on us today, kindled over our shores,
peeking over the Smokies, greeting the faces
of the Great Lakes, spreading a simple truth
across the Great Plains, then charging across the Rockies.
One light, waking up rooftops, under each one, a story
told by our silent gestures moving behind windows.

My face, your face, millions of faces in morning's mirrors,
each one yawning to life, crescendoing into our day:
pencil-yellow school buses, the rhythm of traffic lights,
fruit stands: apples, limes, and oranges arrayed like rainbows
begging our praise. Silver trucks heavy with oil or paper—
bricks or milk, teeming over highways alongside us,
on our way to clean tables, read ledgers, or save lives—
to teach geometry, or ring-up groceries as my mother did
for twenty years, so I could write this poem.

All of us as vital as the one light we move through,
the same light on blackboards with lessons for the day:
equations to solve, history to question, or atoms imagined,
the "I have a dream" we keep dreaming,
or the impossible vocabulary of sorrow that won't explain
the empty desks of twenty children marked absent
today, and forever. Many prayers, but one light
breathing color into stained glass windows,
life into the faces of bronze statues, warmth
onto the steps of our museums and park benches
as mothers watch children slide into the day.

One ground. Our ground, rooting us to every stalk
of corn, every head of wheat sown by sweat
and hands, hands gleaning coal or planting windmills
in deserts and hilltops that keep us warm, hands
digging trenches, routing pipes and cables, hands
as worn as my father's cutting sugarcane
so my brother and I could have books and shoes.

The dust of farms and deserts, cities and plains
mingled by one wind—our breath. Breathe. Hear it
through the day's gorgeous din of honking cabs,
buses launching down avenues, the symphony
of footsteps, guitars, and screeching subways,
the unexpected song bird on your clothes line.

Hear: squeaky playground swings, trains whistling,
or whispers across café tables, Hear: the doors we open
for each other all day, saying: hello, shalom,
buon giorno, howdy, namaste, or buenos días
in the language my mother taught me—in every language
spoken into one wind carrying our lives
without prejudice, as these words break from my lips.

One sky: since the Appalachians and Sierras claimed
their majesty, and the Mississippi and Colorado worked
their way to the sea. Thank the work of our hands:
weaving steel into bridges, finishing one more report
for the boss on time, stitching another wound
or uniform, the first brush stroke on a portrait,
or the last floor on the Freedom Tower
jutting into a sky that yields to our resilience.

One sky, toward which we sometimes lift our eyes
tired from work: some days guessing at the weather
of our lives, some days giving thanks for a love
that loves you back, sometimes praising a mother
who knew how to give, or forgiving a father
who couldn't give what you wanted.

We head home: through the gloss of rain or weight
of snow, or the plum blush of dusk, but always—home,
always under one sky, our sky. And always one moon
like a silent drum tapping on every rooftop
and every window, of one country—all of us—
facing the stars
hope—a new constellation
waiting for us to map it,
waiting for us to name it—together.

You can hear Blanco read his poem here: Richard Blanco Reads 'One Today' (or, if you'd rather, you can listen to Beyoncé and Kelly Clarkson sing for the occasion). You can hear a quick interview with Blanco at the same link. You can also read a little about his personal and family history here: The Miami Herald , and then you can pop on over to his personal website here: Richard Blanco Reading where you can listen to him reading over an hours worth of some of his best works at the Sunken Garden Poetry Festival.

(Then maybe you'll want to read a New York Times article about the Sunken Garden Poetry Festival here: Poets, Off the Page and Under the Sky
Maybe.

:earth: :peace: :stormtrooper:
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Holy is my cow - A Daily Deviation! Holy...

              (wait for it)
   coooooooooooooooooow!

What with work and cooking dinner and washing dishes and work and doing laundry and work, nearly my whole day went by before I had a chance to log in to dA today. And what do I find when I do? A poem has caught my eye in the DD section for the day. And it's mine! What a great and generous gesture of kindness that it is. What a joy it is to receive such an honor.

Lots and lots (and lots and lots and lots and lots) of thanks to :iconleyghan: and :iconthorns: for the honor, to the thousand wonderful deviants who've been so gracious and supportive when reading my work (especially :iconblueskye27: :iconfllnthblnk: :iconprofessor-kirby: :iconashellessmind: :iconthebrassglass: :iconbowie-loon123: :iconreddragonfly: :iconladylincoln: :iconalannavich: :iconpoetatriste: and the dearly missed :icongeneratinghype:), and to :iconjohnprisk:, for getting me on dA to begin with oh those many years ago.

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And now, as I have a weakness for Jack Spicer, I'd like to share one of his best:

"Any fool can get into an ocean . . ."

Any fool can get into an ocean  
But it takes a Goddess  
To get out of one.
What's true of oceans is true, of course,
Of labyrinths and poems. When you start swimming  
Through riptide of rhythms and the metaphor's seaweed
You need to be a good swimmer or a born Goddess
To get back out of them
Look at the sea otters bobbing wildly
Out in the middle of the poem
They look so eager and peaceful playing out there where the
   water hardly moves
You might get out through all the waves and rocks
Into the middle of the poem to touch them
But when you've tried the blessed water long
Enough to want to start backward
That's when the fun starts
Unless you're a poet or an otter or something supernatural
You'll drown, dear. You'll drown
Any Greek can get you into a labyrinth
But it takes a hero to get out of one
What's true of labyrinths is true of course
Of love and memory. When you start remembering.

I delight in that poem. I often find myself looking for myself in its reefs and on its beaches.

Oh, and this good looking gent, he is also is Jack Spicer:
(Who remembers that good old (but short lived) show Xiaolin Showdown

Cya l8tr Jack Spicer by Pepsi-McFLY Jack Spicer. by paet Jack Spicer by LigerNekoka by JackSpicerFans

Quirky huh? Jack Spicer is both a celebrated poet AND an annoying nemesis in search of redemption. Wait...are those two things actually different? Hmmm.

:peace: :earth: :stormtrooper:
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Last Supper
by Charles Wright

I seem to have come to the end of something, but don't know what,
Full moon blood orange just over the top of the redbud tree.
Maundy Thursday tomorrow,
                        then Good Friday, then Easter in full drag,
Dogwood blossoms like little crosses
All down the street,
                   lilies and jonquils bowing their mitred heads.

Perhaps it's a sentimentality about such fey things,
But I don't think so. One knows
There is no end to the other world,
                                   no matter where it is.
In the event, a reliquary evening for sure,
The bones in their tiny boxes, rosettes under glass.

Or maybe it's just the way the snow fell
                                        a couple of days ago,
So white on the white snowdrops.
As our fathers were bold to tell us,
                                   it's either eat or be eaten.
Spring in its starched bib,
Winter's cutlery in its hands. Cold grace. Slice and fork.

:earth: :stormtrooper: :peace:

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